July 2010
28 posts
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could...
certain people dragging me down, people making me feel bad for the choices i make, or the paths that i take.
Just because I am not around as much as i used to, doesn’t mean i don’t consider you an important part of my life.
I just get dragged down by your bullshit, and i can live with out it. To be honest
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live...
Insulin…
I cant live with out it…
ahaha
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down.
I dont have a hero, i cant be let down…
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you...
Dear Linkin Park,
I don’t listen to you much anymore, but you did help me through the hardest times I ever had through high school. You helped me cry, and you made me understand. Hybrid Theory and Meteora were the albums that got me through! I listen to those albums now with a mature state of mind, I am able to see how much i have grown from a wimpy love - stuck teenager to a more...
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
My hair.
I love my hair…
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you...
my smile.
*shrugs*
why people annoy me....
My mother is in a wheelchair, and I push her around the shopping centre a lot, and i thought i would just jot down a few things that piss me off…
1. Why the hell is there DOUBLE the amount of parents with prams car parks than there is disabled car parks? I understand it is hard to get prams out in small car parks and what not, but its also hard to get a wheelchair out too ya know?!!
2....
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you...
I dont really have many people in my life that i dont wish to be in it…
I weigh myself down enough, I dont need someone else helping me…
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but...
Most of my friends from high school I guess…
We all grow up and take different paths, we all change, we all mature and become different people, and sometimes it is just never the same.
You say hi and try to engage in a conversation, but its just hard were two different people now….
You think your grown up when your in highschool, you think you will be friends forever….
You...
yeah...
Boredom is a bitch of a thing..
Weeeew. TEN ARE YOU’S 1. Are you single - yus! 2. Are you happy - Soon…. 3. Are you bored – sort of 4. Are you naked - no 5. Are you a blonde - No… 6. Are you moody – Always 7. Are you a lover/hater - Lover.
8. Are you hot/cold - I’m pretty comfortable.
9. Are you Irish - nope 10. Are you Asian- Nope.
TEN FACTS 1. Name – Samantha 2. Nicknames –...
“Shes not broken, Shes just a baby”
Your going to hate me...
TEN HOW’S:
how did you get one of your scars? - umm… Drunk probably HA!
how did you celebrate your last birthday? - I got drunk
how did your night go last night? - no where really….
how did you do in high school? - not very well, But hey, im living my dream
how did you get the shirt you’re wearing? - Butterfly Effect FTW
how often do you see your best friend? - Not often enough
...
Never Shoot A Constipated Poodle
I went to the Tim Burton exhibition today, and it was very interesting…
This picture made me lol hard…
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or...
Anthony William Gleeson….
Need I say more?
You are nothing to me, what you have done to me is UNFORGIVABLE!
You live in your own fucked up self absorbed world and you will never realise what you have done to the people around you until its too late!!!
My brother is right, one day you are gonig to wake up a sad old lonley man and put a gun to your head.
I feel sorry for you.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth...
Its just so hard to put it down to one person.
I rely on so many people to get myself up in the morning I just dont think i can list them all really….
But i guess i should.
Obviously my mum and brother, because of the obvious reasons.
People at UH for making my life over there amazing - I hate change so much, and you guys were there for me when i needed you!
My closest friends: Krystle,...
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
I hope i never have to put my mother in a nursing home…
I would give up my own bed to keep my mother out of one.
I know shes sick, and i know her MS will deteriorate but I could not think of anything worse…
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
This is harder than what i thought it would be.
I hope to be an inspiration to someone.
I hope to inspire someone to do something weather it be jump on a flight to another country or to stand up on stage and belt out a tune…
Hopefully maybe one of my students…
I dont have high expectations for myself at all….
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone...
We were both young and stupid.
I have forgiven Adam, I forgave him a long time ago…. Although i never forgave you
We are way too much alike, therefore we could never be in the same room for more than an hour at a time…
But for what happened in high school.
I forgive you
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself...
I have to forgive myself for a million things, i dont even know where to start…
I forgive myself for holding on too long… WAY too long!
I didint do half the things he blamed me for…
But i did lie to so many people for so long, and i hate myself for it. Although most people have forgiven me for being such a dick for lying to them and staying with him for so long….I...
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself
Sorry Im late… Not that you care. making up for it now!
Something i love about myself… Not a lot really….
Its SO easy to say things that you hate about yourself. Yet SO hard to say things you love about yourself.
I love my smile i guess…
Its the only thing i dont criticize myself on….
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Something….
I’m guessing I can only describe ONE thing… Because you know what? There is so many things that i hate about myself, this blog would almost be an thesis….
Anyway, i will just stick to the one…. Okay
Trust
I trust strangers way to easy I tell them my past, present and future before i know who they are, what they could possibly do with that information...
30 Day Challenge....
I have no originality whatsoever. So thanks james…. I stole this from you :D
Starting today…..
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to...
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your...
There is nothing i think i should have done, im still young. I have time to do the things i want to do in my life
One day....
One day you will be as bald as your father.
One day your young skinny structure will be replaced with a fat old man.
One day your girlfriend will find out you cheated on her.
One day your friends and family will see you for the liar you are.
One day you will see how much of a loser you actually are.
One day you will see how much you have hurt people.
One day your girlfriend won’t put up with...
